I have abandoned you for quite a long time------>my blog.A cheery greeting to everyone.My com was sent to repair for a past few days,couldn't on it for bout a week. Surfing the net or using the computer was always been a passion,but not really to me now..coz i feel like my pc is so lousy now,haiz...juz changed a new hard disk,its make all my things gone ,jz simply gone like dis....I'm looking forward to a new com,since i tink it would be so wonderful to have a better com..hehe
Wednesday today,as usual went to class late,it has become a habit to me...then went to do my assignment,then went to central wit yk n calvin, ate marrybrown there,haha,so long din eat dat d...then came back read storie book entittled" The Devil Wears Prada",borrowed from Amanda wan...I adore dis type of book that quite straight forward and don need to much of thinking haha...i have another book waiting for me to read...juz got no time to do so much reading.okay,then slept for 2 hours,then watched Tv, then had my dinner,then online,then ....dunno wat will be come next....haha...so dis is my day.....Rainning outside,i like the smell outside...so fresh...that's all for dis,tata....


Happy National Day for tomorow!!!

One Sunday, a Sunless day, I am in the Sunless Room,staring at the monitor screen.....haha...nuts...
Juz finished sending 2 bulletin to the MMU Bulletin Board,oh dear,the skill to create a message to post is not at my fingertips...coz my English sucks...luckily I have Siew Ling to help me out,such a nice nice fren and pro in English,hehe...
Everything gonna be Okay,everything gonna be alright,.....but kind of bored,,,pile of things to do,assignments and studies to catch up...haha.nothing motivate me to do dat now...
One thing can be celebrated about is the Mid term examination was over...dat day straight after exam,a few of us went to Newton Foodcourt to have our dinner...haha,most of us really enjoyed though juz a dinner...we ordered 4 plates of baked fish,ikan pari...yummy yummy,n oyters and stuff...really sumptious food...we really have fun dat nite...eat to the fullest..hehe...

Indeed,second day since Uni started. huhu...woke up so early in the morning thought of dis morning was the 8am class,till my mum told me only I realised...haha..okay,whatever it is...nothing new actually,dull and dry...pretty sad...yesterday,yeah, Monday...First day of school day and last day of my piano theory lesson...gonna leave the teacher and the music school there...It had been the same teacher since dunno how many years,no feeling at all when said goodbye to her yesterday,haha....but for the music school, left with the heavy heart...I knoe i wont go back there again (if go back means i will fail my exam next week)..perhaps, go back there to teach or take over that music school...whooooo,too ambitious...but , dis is one of my ambitions too.....hehe
Well, nothing to do now,deciding to post something here I read it in friendster's bulletin...seldom read those thing oso,but sometimes.....to make dis entry looks longer in length,perhaps I can do dis....doink doink...........*

7th grade
I stared at the boy next to me. He wasmy socalled "best friend". I stared at his spikyhair,and wished he was mine.But he didnt notice me like that, I knew it.Afterclass he walked up to me and asked me forthe notes he had missed the day before andhanded them to him. He said "thanks" and gaveme a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell him, I wanthim to know that I don`t wanna Be just friends, Ilove him but I`m just too shy, and I don`t knowwhy...
11th Grade
The phone rang. On the other end it was her.He was in tears, mumbling on and on about howhis love had broke his heart.He asked me to come over because he didn'twant to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to himon the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing hewas mine.After 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie, & 3bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He lookedat me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that Idon`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I'mjust too shy, and i don't know wHy
Senior Year
The day before prom he walked to my locker. "Mydate is Sick" he said; she`s not gonna go. wellI didnt have a date and in 7th grade we made apromise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends". So we did.
Prom niqht
After everything was over I was standing athis front door step. I stared at him. He smiled atme I want him to be mine, but he doesn`t think ofme like that and I know it. Then he said "I Had thebest time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that Idon`t want to be just friends, I love him but Imjust too shy, and I dont kNow why
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.before I could blink, it was graduation day. Iwatched as his perfect style of dressing loated likea hunk up on stageto get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine,but he didnt notice me like that, and I knew it.Before everyone went home, he came to me in hissmock and hat, and cried as I hugged him.then he lifted his head from my shoulder andsaid,you`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me akiss on the Cheek. I wanna tell him, I want him toknow that don`t wanna be just friends, I love himbut I`m just too shy, and I don`t know whyA Few Years Later now I sit in the pews of thechurch. that boy is getting married now. Iwatched him say "i do" and drive off to his new. Iwanted him to be mine, but he didn`t see me likethat and I knew it. But before he Drove away, hecame to me n said you came!"He said. "thanks!"and kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell him, Iwant him to know that i dont wanna be just friends,I lovehim but I`m just too shy, and i don`t knowwhy Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of aboy who used to be my "best friend". at the servicethey read a diary entry he had wrote in hishigh school years.This is what it read:I stare at her wishing she wasmine, but she doesn`t notice me like that, and Iknow it. i wanna tell her, i want her to knowthat I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I'mjust too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish shewould tell me she loved me...I wish I did too. Ithought to myself, and I cried ...

I'm rotted in my room now... not going anyway..juz stay free here....erm yea, I'm going to have the broadband connection soon...actually now is stil in the progress of activate it...Realised that i paid bout 80++ per month for using dial up connection...I have been not wise all dis while...haih,not wise at all...Dat day went to register it with my fren Hwei ming ( c,i mentioned ur name here,happy?hehe)..after submit the form n the technician processed my data,n sad to say my house phone number is under business commercial line but not home line....n i juz cant or not allowed to register the RM 44, RM66, RM77 or RM88's packages,...i juz can sign up for RM144 and above packeges....oh goodness,wat on earth so expensive" i thought of dat day....it is so pathetic for me...Fortunately,there's still some other ways to solve the problem...hehe,juz need to rent another phone line from TM...got to pay wat stamp duties la, rental fees la, contractor fees la,activation fees la n bla bla...all in all,Money...Eventually,the problem solved.....juz waiting for the person to come n fix it.....Hope I wont online 24/7 then,not surfeit myself spending time on9...dis is the reason y i don allowed myself to have broadband before dis...but juz cant help, realising dat i pay more than RM66 per month for using dial up...

JusT mY lUck

hmm...There's nothing to blog about actually,but juz for the sake of making dis blog alive,try to blog sumthing...hehe...Time passes by so fast and now oredi term break ...many things to accomplish during dis short term break....well,watched "Just My Luck" dis show dis afternoon, although the rating is juz only 4/10...but for me,its quite nice show,quite funny , n find a new way to change our luck,haha!!! marvellous way...lol.kind of ridiculous way too...I like that show because of Linsay Lohan acted in the show i tink....definitely gonna watch again if i got a chace..lol...cool,holiday starting, i need tonnes of sleep now to replace those sleepless nites i had before dat,it was juz terrible, slept 2 to 3 hours per day,no nap in the evening or wat...juz suffered before this...
Anyway,Happy Holidays and Gd nite !!!